Unexpected - Michael Fluff
(Requested…so this is based in a request i got, u hope you guys enjoy xx)
Standing on the tiled floor, i let the sobs come from my mouth and the tears roll down my cheeks. I was done, so done. He had gone too far with his games and teasing, tonight had been the last straw causing me to now be in my position of trying to calm my nerves. I hated all things scary, anything that moved in the dark and he knew fine i did. Id been harmfully picked on by the other boys about my sleeping with the light on and having to bunk up with one of them whenever i stayed, and now he had used my biggest fear to get to me. Yet i knew deep down that i wasn’t crying because he scared me, i was crying because i was hopelessly in love with him, the boy who spent every moment i was around trying to hurt me.
"Ohh whats wrong is the little chicken scared of the movie…" It would if course be him, entering the room with his intentions to dig the knife deeper.
"Leave me alone.." My voice shook as i spoke, completely unable to look at him for what he had done and how he made me feel.
"Are, are you crying.." He was hesitant, almost like he was going to do as i asked for once. But all i could feel deep down was an anxiousness that his concern was all a game and it caused me to snap.
"Why cant you just stop?! Yes i’m crying, because you used my biggest fear to hurt me, again and again, well guess what well done you have topped yourself…why do you have to do this…why cant you just stop…what did i ever do.." Slumping into the floor i gave up as my knees became weak and i no longer had energy. Letting myself cry with a mixture if pity and heart ache, i prayed that he would leave me be.
I wasn’t sure if what next happened was real or if fell into something of a dream but one thing was for sure he was on his knees in front of me cupping my face and kissing me.
I wanted to push him away and slap him for what he had done, but i couldn’t and i wouldn’t. My heart warmed a little bit as we made out sweetly, my hands fisting against his shirt keeping him close and he played with my hair in his. He was fast becoming addictive, the taste of his lips what i had craved for so long and they were nothing short of what i had imagined.
"Wow." We pulled away breathless, his thumbs wiping away my damp tears as he smiled weakly at me.
"Im so sorry, i am Y/N. I’ve been an asshole, the thing is i really like..no. I’ve, i’ve fallen in love with you…you just are so amazing and you scared me with the way you made me feel, so i was horrible to you because i didn’t know how else to deal with it. I was wrong i was so…" I cut him off this time with my own lips, pulling him back to be and somehow forgiving him in my own way. I could feel the broken pieces of my heart mending together.
"I wasn’t crying because of what you did, i was crying because I’m in love with you and you…i thought you hated me…" I was cut off this time by his lips once more intoxicating me, giving me the butterflies in my stomach and flushed cheeks, a feeling that i loved.
"I could never hate you.." Giggling as we sloppily kissed i knew his games were over and some may have called me naive but i was okay with being in love with him. I could now get to see the boy that everyone else got, there was no evil in him just confusion, and the fact that i was cause to it give me chills. Knowing that i caused him to fall for me so much it scared him made me smile, theres no better feeling than being in love but there is definitely no better feeling than knowing somebody is in love with you.
"Is this going to be our thing?" I giggled lightly pulling back to look at him.
"Are we a thing?" His eyes were wide and glazed.
"Clean slate, what do you say?" I whispered, leaning my forehead against his.
"Im gonna make it up to you, i swear to god…" I heard nothing but regret in his voice but i didn’t want him to feel bad anymore, he didn’t have to.
"Shhh, its okay…just promise me this is real." I whispered, as held me close to him, his lips pecking against mine.
"I promise you." With sincere words i closed my eyes with relief and happiness, i now had what i had always dreamed of and i wouldn’t let go for the world.